there is a test of never was
& evermore...

perhaps, a game... less a war
among for better & worse
the blessed and the cursed
where right and wrong
are but half steps of truth
that suggest the harmonic distance
between the undone notes
hung from the music
in our common human song

funny... it seems irony holds a key
to the mystery
as we walk through the prism door
it is the "we" between the either/or
whether for less, or more
neither matter at the very core

simply gravity
humility
and energy

yet, the answer to the question remains
to be
but a guess
and understanding that
can become a chore
at best

in any case
the place of fear versus faith
is there to humble our clumsy pace
as we try to define our temporary space in time

so, make certain that you are here
in the only moment we know
as NOW

. . . . . ..exist.. . . . . .

as if there are no entrances
or exits

jest be
and see
that life & death
disappear with the passing me

and when the body is bereft
as, yet, another light has left
in a flickering flash
without the gift of breath

it is always a blessing
to reveal what the eye's can conceal
to become truly naked
is to shed our flesh and ash
to purge the future from past
in an emerging surge
life and death are but a colorful blast
from the u n i verse's integral urge
to create, and reincarnate!

why some shall fly
while others may lie to rest...
could be from choices made between no and yes

to refrain, or remain
to feel pleasure and pain

while we dream
it is possible to sustain
if we hold the bets
and let play be the pay
because cost is lost
when the price goes away

there is no win
there is no lose
perhaps we are only here to choose

like a ballet dance betwixt hope and chance
our hands rolling choice toward happenstance
casting intense intents
that are meant
to achieve their proper presence

like an enchanted essence
waiting in suspense
while watching
the dice of circumstance
perform the dimensions of surprise
in this elegant endless game
of challenged balance...

♥diZzY♫deCiMaL... and the AnonamouS IS♥

Image provided by: Sharkpup

my self own. = (

of course i didn't write any numbers down, so even my closest friends seem so far away.

i am a champion loser.

for instance, 2 days ago... digital camera went it's own way on the BART! about a week ago... vintage bike was STOLEN, even tho it was locked. less than a month ago... iPod just disappeared...

i am just thankful that i am still here to accumulate more things to lose.

*whoopsie daisy*