Male

40

I firmly believe that there is no spoon. That words are lies and action is the only truth. We are what we do, not what we say. I understand more than anything that life is short and we may not have a tomorrow to do and say the things we want to. My Tita told me that in life, you regret the things you didn't do a lot more than the things you did. This coming from a woman who was arrested smuggeling weed across the mexican border and was only in jail for 4 days. She taught me a lot and introduced me to my first double-double. And in her passing I started to live my life with a deathbed mentality: That when your moment comes and you look upon your life, to look at your life and be pleased with the time you were given. Thats not to say that I don't have regrets. I have many. Mostly about those that I have caused pain. Well, them, and the 25' class A motorhome that I bought against everyone's advice.. Basically it cost me $15,000 for 2 1/2 trips, or 14 days total use. Man, I took a beating on that one. But sometimes when something burns inside of you, ya gotta go for it.
Now, I've learned to judge sucess by my happiness. And I find that the less I think, the happier I am.
And another thing: I dont blog. If I did, people would know exactly how uninteresting I am. I prefer to let them live the lie, you know, for the peoples sake.