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Paisley

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joined on 01/10/05
last updated 10/26/07
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Confessions of a Dangerous Mind!

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about me
I am a mother first, and I am a daughter, sister, and aunt Secondly. I am a friend to and of few. I am finding out who I am outside of these labels and inside my soul.
i can't handle my liquor i love wrestling with the waves of the ocean, being enveloped by the thick black liquid of a still ocean at night. Laying all my fears to rest as the sun slips away into the horizon. Being invigorated by the puple and orange brush swipes across the landsacape of my mind. Being calmed and grounded by the lightly falling water down the side of a mountian in a private little fairypond. I love the truth and all it holds, the honesty and compassion of close friends.


"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony." – Mahatma Gandhi

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The sky is calling me
Her peace is screaming for me
come to me
come dance inside me
come play with me
Come and Fall Away
let all your doubts
let all your fears
let all your tears
let all your pain
let all your lonliness
Fall to the ground
As you rest in the arms
of my freedom
And soak up the peace
That keeps you coming back for more
Wed, December 12, 2007 - 1:27 AM permalink - 0 comments
 


11:25 AM - Why?

Why can't I let go and say goodbye. He's getting married, he loves someone else, he will never love me again. Can I go just one day without missing him, talking about him, mentioning him in conversation, dreaming about love we had and will it ever happen to me again. Does she love him like he deserves to be loved? Is she good to him in every way? Does she make him smile? Does he walk on clouds? I hope she does all these things for him and more. I hope she s... read more
Wed, December 12, 2007 - 1:27 AM permalink - 0 comments
 

Current mood: blissful

Laying in the hot black liquid surrounding me, surrounding my soul, so quiet, so still, so warm and comforting. The water sang to me, saying let me hold you here for just a while. Let me give you warmth in those dark empty places. Let me fill you up and not want for any more. Open your eyes and see the night sky, see my stars light up just for you, notice the different colors, no two are the same, each is unique just like you. Look in front of you and see my ... read more
Wed, December 12, 2007 - 1:26 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
and I am enjoying my day off - I work one more day and get 3 off - Woo Hoo! I would love to go skydiving - but I don't have enough for my A license class yet so a tandem will have to do :( All the bills I could pay are paid and I have food in the fridge a brand new set of pencils and a fresh pad of paper.

Lots on my mind, lots to sketch about, wishing I had some clay! It was so beautiful today - took my doggies for a long walk to say hello to the cows and the horses down the street. G... read more
Fri, October 26, 2007 - 4:30 PM permalink - 2 comments
 
Changing paths
Since that post October 1st, things have been revealed to me and many changes have happened, Jessica and Rex have both left to go lead their lives - jess might be back but if she is she won't be happy about it because it means she failed at getting back into school. My now EX partner has also left but wont stop imming me asking me for a 100th chance so I continue to break up with him every day - repeating the same info. I want a man that is worth loving, who loves themselves, ... read more
Thu, October 25, 2007 - 9:41 AM permalink - 1 comment
 
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